Generosity

I'm overwhelmed by the generosity of the people in my life. And, when I say overwhelmed... I really mean it. I don't know what to do with it. I'm thankful to have so much support and look forward to the day when I can pay it back/forward, but am nervous I will never be able to do it.

Physically speaking, I feel better and every day, it gets easier. Emotionally speaking, I'm a wreck. I don't know if it's my hormones changing, the chemo beating me down or just the magnitude of my battle that's making me feel so sad, but I do. I hurt deep inside.

Logically speaking, I know this will pass. I'm visualizing my new healthy self with all the energy and spunk of a 10 year old. I'll have cute, short hair and new perky boobs. You won't be able to tell me apart from a grad student.... one day.

Until then, the battle continues for my family. And, I must take what I can from this experience.

**Thank you Heather, Andra and Lisa. I love you guys**

"Experience is not what happens to you, it is what you do with what happens to you." - Aldous Huxley